1.
these days of summer seem to limp away
maybe catching
its breath – maybe time called
for the autumn moon to breathe
new life into
my soul – could it be that I blinked and lost
sight
of the sunflowers -they are bowed looking for the rush
–
of wind as it carries October leaves on its wings.
2.
days
like this make me wonder where I was as the months
are leading
me away also
but you can find me hidden in my verses
as I
hold onto life as it comes – I’m here and there just as the
wind
turns the pages from the many poems I spill in the white noise
when
night falls around me and stings my eyes with the poison of
insomnia.
3.
the moonlight and the stars hold my
attention seemingly speaking to me
did they sense that I’d
been reading Pablo Neruda or Walt Whitman
it’s as though time
is whispering into the roundness of my heart
sweeping away what
is the dust left from trauma and pain
I sit quietly in the
reflection of my life and inspect each particle
some golden
memories and some as dark shadows.
4.
I’m
motivated when I read Pablo Neruda’s poetry
he too seemed to
write of the love he kept for his wife
I feel his heart when he
wrote “Tonight I Can Write The Saddest Lines”
sometimes I feel the same way – I’ve written with my hand like
automatic writing
for my fingers have seen and felt life’s
burdens and joys
the wounds that have never found
healing.
5.
sometimes the pull of the moon brings
thoughts that stir my hand
and behind my eyes my soul rises as a
ghost pouring out its content
I leave my mind alone and give my hand the freedom to cover my
pages
with black ink and the feelings I can share with those who
read my words
I’m one of the last leaves on my family tree
I
watched it bud in the spring and turn into summer green
I felt
the hot sun burn its leaves and change colours
I love the feel of
autumn days and the wind’s wings.
6.
today my hand spoke to me with such a desire to travel
on this page
now I sit and give it permission to speak for me
no
one knows how hard it is for me to speak- but writing gives me time
to say
what I intend on saying_______________
strokes have
caused me to have trouble with memory
forgive me like summer
forgives autumn.
