I am going through an incarnation
I enjoy watching myself in that water
how I go through every wave of trouble
and I just want to be happy
somewhere out there far from all people
in spite of everything, I fall to the bottom
I force myself to be smiling at everybody,
towards the world, but it does not go lightly
but what can I do with my life?
when I can’t be happy with everyone?
I keep my emotions deep in my soul
I don’t like to tell everyone how I feel
and I can’t get over some memories
because emotions are very difficult
and conflict of attitude
I often experience with least hope
how does life take me forward
when the memories of the old man hurt me
love is a hard thing for me and feeling
fades every moment I realise
that I was no one’s toy
I swim in the depths and don’t get out of the corner
the worst thing is to be sad now
for no one loves to be the tears of my saint
how do i go on with my life?
all out of love, I took a risk
and never got back anything in return
that’s what keeps me from moving on
there are no experiences of any difference
with which I consciously struggle
I always considered myself stronger than anything
swimming through emotions
every year I drive myself into the abyss.
because love is hard when it goes mysterious in the summer
and I often realise that I was just
a moment in the past dark time, for her!