I sift for a lost word,
lying in a half-sleep
brewing a slew of syllables
inside my blanketed body.
you need it
to finish a song, a discourse, a spell,
and I’d leave it, bookmarked
where you could find it,
if I knew it yet.
a word unlearned
should be this far
and right between us,
and I’d speak it,
if it wasn’t lost. I dream it,
pull it down
to my chest and almost
keep it,
but it slips back into the ether
between starlight and cereal,
leaving an imprint in my ear,
like humming along to a tune
you don’t know
the words to, something
not purchased or stolen when born
but perhaps later.
I know it exists and can be
uttered or whispered,
and it’s that close,
nearer to one of us,
between your dream and mine.