Rajeev Singh’s photoessay: The Weight of a Gaze


There are moments when life whispers instead of shouts. These photographs are two such whispers. A boy sits at a desk, his gaze meeting yours, steady and searching. His hands grip the edge of the desk, grounding him in the present. There is nothing extraordinary here, and yet, something stirs within you. His eyes ask a question you may not be ready to answer.

This boy lives at Kamakhya Balak Ashram, an orphanage in Madhyamgram, Barasat, West Bengal. His life is one of quiet resilience, shaped by circumstances beyond his choosing. And yet, in this moment, he seems to hold a stillness that many of us long for—an unspoken strength that invites us to reflect not just on his story, but on our own.

His hands rest lightly on the desk, anchoring him to the present. They’re neither tense nor relaxed, simply there. How often do our own hands betray our state of being? Clenched in stress, fidgeting in impatience, reaching for something—anything—to fill the silence. And yet, here he is, simply present. The desk, worn and sturdy, bears the marks of countless hands before his. It is a symbol of continuity, of lives shaped by shared spaces and shared struggles. His hands remind us to ground ourselves, to find strength in the moment we are in. When was the last time your hands rested without purpose? What might happen if they did?

There’s a balance in this scene, a harmony between what is seen and what is hidden. Light falls gently on his face, illuminating his features, while shadows linger in the background, leaving much unsaid. Isn’t life like this—a dance between clarity and mystery, between what we know and what we have yet to understand?

At the ashram, light and shadow take on deeper meanings. The light represents hope, the promise of education, the potential for a better future. The shadows carry the weight of loss, of questions that may never find answers. But in this boy’s gaze, there is no despair. There is only the quiet determination to move forward, to seek meaning in the space between light and shadow.

This is not just a photograph of a boy. It is a mirror, inviting you to see yourself within it. What do you see? A child you once were? A question you left unanswered? A stillness you’ve forgotten how to find? The boy’s gaze does not offer answers. It does not tell you what to think or feel. Instead, it holds space for you to bring your own story to the moment. It asks you to pause, to reflect, to wonder. Not about him, but about yourself.

In this moment, there is no urgency, no demand for resolution. There is only a quiet hope, the kind that lives in the spaces between words, in the pauses between thoughts. It’s the hope that, in the act of reflection, we might come closer to ourselves. That we might see not just the light, but the shadows. Not just the answers, but the questions.

At Kamakhya Balak Ashram, this hope is a daily practice. It is the hope of a child’s steady gaze, the hope of education lighting a path forward, the hope that resilience can bloom even in the most unlikely of places. It is the hope that grows quietly, nurtured by shared struggles and unspoken dreams.

And as you look into his eyes, you might find yourself carrying a piece of his resilience with you. Perhaps it stirs a question in your own heart: Where can I bring light where there is shadow? How can I, in my small way, hold space for others?

So, look around mindfully. If you meet eyes like his—steady, searching, full of unspoken strength—pause for a moment. Reflect. And if you can, connect with compassion. Because in seeing each other, we begin to bridge the spaces that divide us. And in that connection, there lies hope for us all.


Rajeev Singh is a Science graduate from University of Allahabad and a MBA from UP technical University. He is an entrepreneur by profession and a Photographer by passion. He started his photographic journey almost 25 years ago with a film point and shoot camera and it’s been a journey of continuous learning and understanding of the art. As a photographer he loves to share the inner beauty of those with whom he shares his slices of life and the outer beauty of their world through images. His goal is to offer a little hope to other human beings, in the process. He mostly clicks candid portraits to capture spontaneous emotions, street photographs to capture the pain and pleasure of daily life, landscapes to freeze the beauty in nature, architectures and landmarks to celebrate human creativity and craft and, last but note the least, the ruins to explore the lost stories. 

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