The Quiet
It doesn't arrive unsanctioned
or at the end of a stick
or wrapped in old chewing gum.
Conjured and cajoled,
quietness is willed into being.
Cougar-patient. Eyes of an owl.
Scented peppermint and cinnamon,
the implements required won't fit
a hand or pocket, quiet
most resembling fog
in the funk of night
or recent snowfall.
Bred in the fifth season,
it hangs in the air, like
water droplets or a family
secret or lost balloon.
Quiet is red clay scooped
from the good green earth.
The song of sublimation,
some adorn it with waves
or boat wash or hint of a wind.
It bobs over oceans
(an albatross, a dirigible)
and slips with the continents.
No haste. No worry. No waste.
You may choose
whatever colour you prefer,
whatever strikes your fancy.
You may knead its dough, fleshy
and warmer than lambskin.
I myself prefer
to ignore any instructions,
starting from zero, moving slowly,
at the speed of grass
growing in September
or letter to the Hebrides.
Dream-opus, or snoozy lullaby,
deep as a diamond mine,
the quiet is where sleep prospers.
Death-patient, it ruffles
curtains and a student's papers,
heavy as a last breath
or widower's sigh.
Quiet is a poet thinking
tiny thoughts on a Monday morning.
It's a walk at night, subsumed
with star-tingle and moon-hum,
the constellations' orchestra at rest,
musicians throwing down their instruments
to go skinny-dipping in a star-warmed pond.
Where the great white worm is waiting.
The Face
She had a face like
a counterfeit dollar
like a crumpled paper heart
like a dime found on the sidewalk
a face like a page torn out
of a Japanese phone book
I saw her and I knew
I'd seen that face before
a face like a last bullet
like a burning orphanage
like a broken balustrade
a face like a cat
cowering under an abandoned car
wars were started
bells were forged
rivers began running backwards
Sweet Christ on a bike
that face, like a door
being opened and closed
a face like a stained glass window
a face like a wolf's howl
like a secret dossier
a lawyer's cough
a flower plucked
a stolen handgun
Look, and you will see
a face that's a garden
in 17th century Versailles
a Calabrian summer
an Akkadian king
she had a face
like an angry ocean,
the waters broiling
the deserts in bloom,
a single cloud
on the sunburnt horizon
a face like a baby's bawl
a sinkhole in Sierra
a convict's letter
a blind woman's shawl
Time went this way
and that way, her face
a Roman gymnasium
all of history
breaking its promises
the gods rattling their cutlery
I saw her face
and continents drifted
somewhere was another universe
being born and my art,
my art my dreadful art
could not contain her
The Good Neighbour
The Japanese woman in the next flat
is so quiet I begin to think of angels
kissing or the lifting of a hem.
I hear neutrinos bustling.
I doubt her existence.
As quiet as a sanatorium, as a novice nun,
her presence is snow falling at night.
I'm put in mind of hummingbirds
instilled with winter's torpor.
I think of carp along a pond bottom,
awaiting patiently on their salvation.
Listening intently, I'm enwrapped
in the linens of remembrance
and reminiscence.
Actually, I did see her once
in the hall in passing,
and I've heard her sneezing.
Which sounded like a dormouse snoring
or dust on a mirror or startled kitten.
Like ice forming on a dirt road's runnels.
A ghostly presence.
I think this may be love in its truest sense,
my good neighbour swathed in silence.
I believe the spirits of our ancestors
have touched us on the temples.
Neither flea nor bee, she's so quiet
she must be asleep or under a maleficent spell.
Perhaps she's reading Sumerian poetry
or waiting for a feathered god
to release her from some purgatory
beyond my limited experience.
She's as quiet as a prisoner of grief,
this world too brash, too brutal
for one so small, so enamoured of her solitude.
A banished pixie, this is her punishment,
to be my devil's constant companion.
She hears me railing at the moonlight.
I cough and I snort, an impurity
sullying her mindful meditations.
I'm just another noise, an ache,
a fastened memory of a former lover.
Out of the mud, I stir, a beast incarnate.
