Pain of the Night

Puzzle of Destiny

A Guilt in the Heart

Instead of us cuddling,

I find myself fumbling. 

All those cushions

And none to call mine. 

No matter the warmth,

It does not reciprocate 

Same as your warmth. 

There is no goodnight 

Or a last goodbye. 

Not even a kiss 

To bid me farewell. 

I sleep just like any other

Night of mine,

With an empty desire 

To call you mine…

 

Universe and galaxies 

Can just watch 

The earth collapse. 

Since the earthquake 

Shakes my own pain 

Into a tornado of unleashed fury. 

It is cosmic to admit

That you were behind that art

But I will hide it,

From you,

From the world. 

This is important 

As

I want to warn

The otherworldly lovers 

To look beyond

The interlinking 

Of romance 

And to forsake

Any uncalled desire.

Living in your shadow

 Does not rub the mistakes

That was made for you. 

Only if I knew,

I would have understood the misunderstandings. 

I miss you dearly 

Like the sun

That sets on your grave. 

Having your name engraved

Is an engagement bestowed

By my desire to have you. 

It is not noticeable, 

But my sudden smile

Thinks of your thoughts. 

You would have understood me

And 

We would hug each other dearly 

Like the sun

That rises in our mornings.