young man contemplating solitude
he strikes upon a fresh idea,
as if with a shovel on deep mud:
he is trying to find a gold nugget
among stones and other invaluable
things of the earth. he sits on a thought,
like steam on a warm cup of coffee,
his body imitates the form of smoke:
bent on humility and wanting to ascend.
he is like a spirit now – all absorbed
in soul and mind, removed from
all concerns he cannot relate to.
it sinks in him easily, that this was
not an easy task, and it was not
easy to come out of it, unchanged,
similar to the moment that has just
passed by, fulfilled but unnoticed,
like a line of cars across a toll gate,
or a crowd of people watching the sea.
what is it about being alone that
makes people sit on it for hours,
or walk around to obtain it, or live
as to secure a bit of it for themselves?
he seems to find a definite answer,
then he glimmers like the gem he is
looking for. you become like the things
you always think of. he laughs at himself.
seeking for solitude, he has become it.
like sweetness of honey is sweetness of nectar.
like the burst of seawater coming to shore
is the weathering of stones. he finds that
there is no truth like the one you live
for yourself, the one that belongs to your
peculiar existence, there where you sit or
walk, or watch land and sea meet each other.

