N. Sukumar‘s photostory with a poem: I am the photo that lives and dies on a phone


Editor’s Note: This creative piece is categorised as a photostory because of its inherent nature. This is a piece with a photograph about the photograph.

I am the photo that lives and dies on a phone.

But I come from a long line of illustrious ancestors.

My great, great grand uncle is on permanent display

At the Colorado Springs Fine Arts Center.
 

He was conceived one night on 8”x10” silver gelatin negative

As the moon was rising outside Hernandez, NM.

Born in a dark room at the hands of Ansel Adams,

One of a limited edition of brothers and sisters around the world,

He lives in a temperature- and humidity-controlled environment.

No one touches him without white gloves and utmost care.


Hundreds of thousands of aunts and uncles died young

Unlamented, underexposed, overexposed, out of focus

Or stillborn at the hands of rank amateurs.

Some even forgot to take the lens cap off.

Dismissed with a shrug and a sheepish laugh,

What was I even thinking?

From print straight into the dustbin

Even before exiting the One-Hour Photo store.


My parents and grandparents were lovingly treasured

Preserved in family albums or mounted on slides

To be proudly displayed before guests after dinner.

Some aunts and uncles were painstakingly restored

After scratches, dust, careless handling

Or damage by the natural elements.


I am the photo that lives and dies on a phone.

I travel around the wide world

Farther than any of my ancestors

Shared from phone to phone on social media

To the accompaniment of 👍, 💗 or 😲

But I am the photo that lives and dies on a phone,

Never printed, never projected

Never felt a tender human touch.



Professor Sukumar is a scientist, photographer, conservationist, author and educator. He was born in Calcutta, obtained his Ph.D. in chemistry from Stony Brook, New York, and has worked in the US, India and Germany, having spent about half his life in the US and half in India. After returning from the US to India, his wife Sunanda (also a chemist and educator) and he founded the chemistry department at Shiv Nadar University and taught there for a decade before retiring last year. He now lives on a mountain in the Himalayas, and also serves part-time as Adjunct Professor at Amrita Vishwa Vidyapeetham, Coimbatore. He has authored two science texts and two art photo books. His photographs have been exhibited at several galleries in the USA and in international photo conventions. His main photographic subjects are nature, landscape, travel and the human figure. He is fascinated with abstracts and the indirectly perceived.

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